I have a lot to say.
Well, where to start? Let’s begin with Prom? So the day of, I had to babysit and clean my house while my mom was working that Saturday. When it finally came down to getting ready my heart just dropped in my stomach, I’m a Senior and I’m never going to have this again. I felt like Cinderella it was wonderful, especially since 98% of the rest of my time I feel selfconcious. My mom almost cried and she was taking lots of pictures like moms usually do haha. Rachel arrived and picked me up and off to a great night I went! Pictures was kind of Awkward because I had to take pictures with Brett because he was still matching me. And Tyler showed up and surprised me and I got a picture or two with him. The car ride to diner was HILARIOUS, I couldn’t have asked for a better time. Prom itself was really nice, seeing everyone all dressed up and looking so radiant was amazing. Dancing with so many different people and just not having a care in the world. Tyler and I took pictures in the photobooth but we acidently left them there. He was kind of bothering me, trying to kiss me every chance he had and I just wanted him off my face. Later that night I told him I’d be right back and when I did he was gone, left to go to some stupid party bus and just ditching me. I went on to have fun anyhow and was glad to be aroud the people I loved the most. When the time came to finally leave, I changed into shorts and a shirt in the car and checked my phone, and not a word from Tyler. So I decided to talk to him and said thanks for leaving me and making me look stupid looking for him. He just said he felt like leaving and he got really rude so I turned my phone off. We went to my friend Angels party and everyone was pretty much drunk by the time we got there, especially Angel hahah Happy Birthday man. As I walked up the driveway some kid cornered me on a car and he was wasted. “We should makeout you’re cute, kiss me, just kiss me.” I started to panic a little bit and told him no, then some guy walked over and pushed him away and said “No means no man.” Stuff like that happens out of movies, it was crazy. I thanked him and went on my way. Angels dad was passing around shots of tequilla and so I said sure! I took one, and then another. But after I took them was the time I realized it was a double shot glass. So when I thought I had two, I had four. I had to be home in two hours so I was like “damn.” At that point I didn’t even care, it was prom night go big or go home, so I had another shot. Then my friend Josh was like “LETS GO PLAY IN THE RAIN!” so my drunkass was all “YEAHHH!” So I played in the rain and it felt so amazing. Rachel came and got me and dried me off with a towel. The boy that saved me at first came over and said “I’m going to play you a song” so he had his guitar and everybody sang along. With me being mad at Tyler I just went after the blonde boy who sang me a song, so we kissed and he gave me his number. Angel was dancing everywhere and told me he was happy we were friends and he thought of me like his little sister :) I had to be home so Rachel and I packed the car and went on our Merry way! Clayton decided to tag along also, and I guess I messed with his emotions, serves him right for once messing with mine, i dont care if two wrongs don’t make a right. The next day I spent with Angel and Rachel and watched movies and made birthday brownies for the birthday boy! I had fun. Well turoughout the next week or so I talked to that boy I met at the party, we hung out but he was the cockiest mofo I have ever met so I quickly stopped talking to him. The next week my Grandpa died. My mom was broken so I really had to try my best to be there for her, missing Grad Bash and all. We had the trip to Georgia and spending time with her was unexplainable, I don’t think I’ve ever been this close with her. I got to see my older brother and the rest of my family that I haven’t seen in over a year and I learned so much about them that I never knew before. It was a bitter sweet experience and it’s sad that it took a death to get us all back together. Now being home me and my mom are still close, the other day while she was making dinner we had a huge heart to heart and I loved it. Other than all of this, I’m graduating in a few weeks and I’m so nervous but I think I’m ready. Last night me and my friend Austin went to see the Avengers and it was AMAZING! I had a great time with him and we bought pet fish hahah. He actually just called me(:
